The 25th of August marked the one month anniversary of our engagement – which means we are one month closer to exchanging vows. We haven’t set a date yet however I know the daunting task of finding a wedding dress is around the corner and one that cannot be left until the last minute. Both of our waist lines have grown astronomically and we decided we didn’t want to start our married life with old and bad habits – food habits !! Neal is a chronic snacker and I’m a binge eater – and exercise is a struggle for me. Thus the Biggest Loser Challenge – Knu-Lert style was born. We want to lose 100 lbs – that’s 50 each. The idea is to follow a low gi diet and exercise regularly. We are competing for money, every two weeks we pay each other $10 for each pound lost. The money is to be used to treat ourselves to something we want and otherwise wouldn’t buy. Money is definitely a motivator for both of us.We had our first weigh in this morning – it was 214 for me and 247 for him.
Today was a good day for me. I walked to and from work – 6 km round trip. I ate a healthy breakfast, lunch and dinner. I made my lunch in prep for work tomorrow !! Yeah me !!! I’ve decided to set mini-goals for myself each week – this week’s goal is to NOT take the bus to or from work. So far 1 day down….I really hope I can do it ! I’m already looking forward to weigh in 🙂 And I’ve been contemplating what I will treat myself to. I’m aiming to lose 2 lbs this week and 2 lbs next week – for a total of $40. I’m thinking new bras !!!!
On Sunday we took K to church with us. It was her first time at our church and she really liked Sunday School – which I have a feeling was more like a play date than anything else. I didn’t want to go to church, however K’s desire to dress up and wear her new dress from Grandma and Granddad made it impossible to stay home, so off we went. It was a guest speaker who was entertaining and taught us about Evangelism. I was however more moved by some of the music and it reminded me that I’m always trying to do things my way instead of being open and listening for God’s way. God’s way is much easier and way better. He’s got a perfect plan for my imperfect life. This has been reinforced a couple of times today – we watched some Christian programming. I got a lot out of it – and the simple message is – I need to go to God for everything and stop trying to do everything myself. I can’t do it ! And it’s a lot of pressure. SO I dedicate my food and my weight loss to God and I’m doing it for His glory. This time I’m going to be successful and it’s not because I did it – but because God’s power did it.
I have been really craving spiritual nourishment. We watched a couple of religious documentaries tonight. One I highly enjoyed – it was called The Bible vs Joseph Smith. It reiterated some of the apologetics I had learned in the past and was great to watch with Neal as he’s new to apologetics and the bible as a text outside of church. I think it opened his eyes to some things…I love sharing this kind of stuff with him. I have always wanted to date someone who was Christian – it’s beyond my wildest dreams that I would find someone who’d also be open to learning with me.
We have started saying grace at dinner which is a nice thing and a reminder to think about God in our daily lives. I have started praying more which is something I have never been very consistent at. I’m going to make talking to God my number one priority and everything else will fall into place if it’s God’s will.